Hello
everyone!
Now that
I’ve been in the school for a few weeks, I am getting into the swing of things,
so I thought I’d send an update (don't worry, there are pics at the bottom of the post). Every school I have been a part of has some
kind of word or phrase that is supposed to inspire students to push through
when things get tough. This word manifests itself in different ways but gets at
the fact that the human race seems to have this intangible skill to persevere
through difficulties. At my school in New Zealand the teachers call it
“courage.” But I’ve heard it called many other things, like “grit,” “stamina,”
“resilience,” “creativity,” and being “relentless.” In Finland they have a word
which encompasses all of these things: “sisu.” And while it may not be a part
of the written curriculum, this quality is something that teachers hope to
instill in their students. Because if you are creative, resilient, and
courageous, use your stamina and grit, and embrace the sisu mentality, you can
get through any challenge life throws at you. At least that’s the theory.
STRUGGLE #1:
Sunset Sagas
I LOVE a
good sunset. They never get old. Every one is different, every one is stunning
in its own way. Rachel, another UMM student who is living with me while we are
student teaching in New Zealand, also likes sunsets. BUT we always miss the
best view of them by just a few minutes. The house we are staying at is just up
the hill from Lake Taupo, and while there is a view of the lake the place the
sun sets is blocked by neighboring houses. One night we looked up at the sky
and saw the most beautiful sunset. So we ran inside, put on shoes, and sprinted
down to the lake. We were breathing very hard by the time we got there, AND we
missed the brightest colors of the sunset by what felt like seconds. Long story
short, we’re still chasing the “perfect” view of a gorgeous sunset. I’ll let
you know if we ever catch it.
STRUGGLE #2:
Time Zone Trouble
Okay, so
missing sunsets doesn’t seem so bad, but one of the more difficult things about
living in a country that has a 19 hour time difference from home is finding a
good time to talk to friends and family from the states. By the time I wake up
in the morning, everyone at home is already at work. And by the time I get home
from work, most people back home are going to bed. To make things more
complicated I’m 19 hours AHEAD, which means that when it’s Monday here it’s
Sunday at home. So none of our days or times really match up, which means
carving out times to talk that tend to be at weird times of the day either for
me or for the people I’m talking to. Sometimes it’s hard to feel connected to
people at home when you’re so out of sync during the day.
STRUGGLE #3:
Directionally Challenged?
Wednesday
the 6th was a day off of school for the national celebration of
Waitangi Day (a somewhat controversial treaty between the English and Mauri).
Rachel and I thought we would go for a bike ride around the bay on our day off,
so our host drove me to pick up a bike from her friend’s house. I was pretty
sure I knew how to get back (two lefts and a right, then I’d be in our
neighborhood), but when I came upon a roundabout we didn’t pass on our way
there I knew I was lost (anyone who knows me won’t be surprised). So what
should have been about a 10 minute bike ride turned into 50 minutes as I had to
bike down to the lake in order to figure out how to get home. Which meant that
I then had to bike up the steepest hill to get to our house (who am I kidding,
I made it part way up and then had to walk).
STRUGGLE #4:
A Cold in Paradise
It’s week
two of student teaching and the GERMS ARE REAL. I already caught a cold. All I
want to do is cuddle up in my blankets and sleep in but I drag myself out of
bed and go to school anyway. Colds are always annoying but they’re especially
annoying in the paradise that is New Zealand.
STRUGGLE #5:
The Tongariro Crossing
Imagine
walking a half marathon. Now imagine walking that half marathon in altitude up
and down a mountain. Well that’s exactly what we did one Saturday. It took us 7
hours (the average is 8). We trekked 19.4km and gained over 700 meters of
elevation just to hike back down 400 meters through a breathtaking volcanic
landscape. And I’m not gonna lie there’s a reason a section of the trek (that
lasts about an hour) is called “the Devil’s staircase.” YOU try climbing stairs
for an hour. Your legs and lungs would be burning too. But honestly, coming
down was worse. Walking down a mountain for three hours after the crazy
physical exertion that got you up the mountain was, in a word, exhausting. This
trek was hands down the hardest thing I’ve done physically in a long time, and
there were a few times I wondered if it was even worth it.
~BUT~
Just because
I struggled doesn’t mean there wasn’t a silver lining.
IF I hadn’t
used creativity when chasing those sunsets, I would have missed out on some
beautiful moments because all I would have been focusing on is how they could
have been better, when in fact they had their own beauty to admire.
IF I hadn’t
used resilience to find time to talk to people back home even with the crazy
time difference, I would have missed out on support and encouragement from
people who care about me.
IF I hadn’t
used stamina when I needed to find a new way home on my bike ride (even thought
it was longer than expected), I wouldn’t have realized how resourceful I can
be. Plus, I’d probably still be wandering the streets with a bike and that
would be a major bummer.
IF I hadn’t
used some grit to get myself to school even when I wasn’t feeling the greatest,
I would have missed out on building relationships with my students and I
wouldn’t have had one of my all-time favorite
interactions: during work time when a student had given up on completing their
project, I somehow said the exact right thing which ended up making them internally motivated to finish the work
that they had left incomplete (and come on, any teachers reading this know how
awesome that is).
IF I hadn’t
been relentless and kept going on the Tongariro Crossing when both my legs and
lungs were burning and I considered turning back, I wouldn’t have seen the
AMAZING views below, cried over getting to eat lunch (seriously - they were
happy tears, but I was so hungry a sandwich had never tasted so good), or had
the satisfaction of completing such an amazing trek.
I have been
really lucky to have role models in my life who have taught me how to use
courage. They’ve shown me what it means to have a strong work ethic and never
give up. And I hope I can be like them. I know I’m in New Zealand, but I’m
showing I have Finish sisu. I’m surrounded by all things new – new people, new
places, a new culture, new language, and a new way of teaching. I’m expanding
my thinking and pushing my boundaries on a daily basis. And some days that can
all be a little overwhelming. I don’t always get things right the first time.
Or the second. But that doesn’t mean I won’t keep trying. Because every day I
learn a little more, relate a little more, connect a little more, and try a
little more. And I get to have all these little moments that make the struggle
worth it.
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[the entire sky was red about 2 minutes before this picture was taken - but it still is a cool sunset as it is now] |
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[AMAZING colours on this volcanic crater] |
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[one of the emerald lakes] |
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[steam vents produce sulfur-smelling steam from the ground] |
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[not standing in a cloud - this steam vent was warm and smelled like sulfur] |
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[red crater and the surrounding landscape] |
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[our view descending the mountain] |
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[this photo was taken after lunch - all smiles] |
*Ahem*
confession time – I was hoping to send out a blog post every two weeks but I’m
a little behind…. Lesson planning, one week of full take-over of the classroom,
and edTPA preparations kind of snuck up on me. But not to worry, I am catching you
up a bit with this post which took you through weeks two and three. And while
it’s not about my most recent experiences (more to come about that week in
charge), I did want to talk about some of the tougher parts of this travel
experience so far in an attempt to be real. More updates to come soon!
If you have questions or comments
about my experience thus far, feel free to comment below. I’d love to connect
with you!